being gothic?

i kept it a secret from the people at my school for a long time. now that its my senior year people are finding out more things about me. But only a few know about me being a goth. People think if your a goth you believe in the devil and listen to loud crazy yelling and sometimes depressing music. For me its nothing like that. I believe in god to the fullest and i listen to all music: rap, hip hop, R&B, Raggae, rock n' roll, heavy metal, country, etc. yes i do waer that all black sometimes i put lime green in with it and sometimes purple even though thats the worst color ever. In school i try to look as normal as possible but i do throw a couple of accessories in to show my goth side but to a limit.

which video game is the best?

uuuummm..... i really cant say because there are a lot of differient games im into like all the resident evils, final fantasy, silent hill, fatal frame, smash bros, tomb raider, kingdom hearts, tekken, bloody roar, street fighters, and sooo much more. its so hard to choose which one is the best because i love them all but i love my RPG's more then the other games ( RPG stands for role playing games just in case you didnt know) but if i really had to chose i would say final fantasy because you can never get tired of them. But i love all my video games they are all the best lol.

here are a couple of pictures of the characters from some of the games of final fantasy:

this picture is of yuna (the main character of the game) on the left side thats her when she was a beginner summoner ( a summoner is someone who is trained in sommoning summons to defeat the big, humongous thing destroying their world and killing their poeple.) theone right side of the picture is her in the second series of final fantasy 10 which is called final fantasy 10-2 or X-2. she not a summoner in that one. shes a spher hunter.

This picture is of two enemies im not going to explain all of that if you really want too know then just play final fantasy 7 and watch their animated movie it was good! the one on the far left is called cloud thats my husband lol.

This is tidus he is also one of the main characters in final fantasy 10 is a great love story so you should check it out if your into stuff like that.

Rikku, Yuna, Paine final fantasy 10-2

The ideal friendship is to feel as one while remaining two. by- Anne Sophie Swetchine

I chose this quote because this is what i look for in friendship . i want a friend that is like me and is into what im into. No one could divide us. It would be impossible because we would be one. He or she would understand that i have a life that i have to live and i would understand that he or she has one to live too. He or she would know me and i would know them. People would probably say you two are two of a kind lol. or something like that

spring break

I hope to have a great spring break but im mad that we only get 1 week. As much stuff as i want to do, i won't be able to do a lot of them because we only have a week for srping break. but i'm actually going to Spain. My godfather takes me out of town every chaance he gets because we dont get to see each other that much. I think i would have traveled almost the whole world before i get 30 lol.I hope i meet somone i could be friends with specifically a female because i dont have many female friends. I have females that i talk to but i wouldnt consider all of them my friends.

future me

The type of car i dream of having one day in the future is a BMW M6 and the person who will be with me would be my boyfriend. i chose him because i travel the world a lot and hes never with me when i go to these exotic nice places. i would like to see and know what it would be like to travel with him and have that little bit of freedom. We would go to argentina.

Im with the love of my life Lashaun. We are on our way to argentina. I was a little scared because i dont like planes but he calmed me down. he also said that he had a car waiting for me there in argentina. I so excited but at the same time a little scared because lashaun likes to complain about every little thing. as we were about to land i explained to him that i didnt want to here him complaining about anything , just enjoy this time while you can. He agreed to try and i thought well thats good enough. I also told him that when we lande the first thing i wanted to do after we settled in to where we were going to stay was go and see some penguins, they are just so cute. He said well after that can we go and see the water fall. I agreed as long as he just didnt do anything stupid, he agreed. We landed and i told him the way to get to the penguins. The penguins we on the pininsula veldez in patagonia. We got there and i ran towards the penguins and tried to catch on but i think that they were scared of me. I wanted to pick one up so bad. it smelled like stinky fish and i seen a couple of cool fish jumping out and back into the water. It was pretty funny.

Now it was off to Lashauns destination, the waterfall. It was on the border to brazil, the Iguazu Falls. I could here the water before we even got there and it was really big and beautiful. He got really excited and pushed me out of the way in a friendly way, hes always kidding with me. It started to get dark and we just sat there hugged up looking up at the night time sky

I started to get sleep so we went to town and found a hostel where we stayed. I had a lot of fun that day it felt wierd because i had such a good time.

GREAT TIME!

a positive experience with a hirsch teacher that i had would have to be when ms.burlingame took our class to the symphony orchestra and we had actually won instruments and the fedelity future stage corporation did all of it for us we were the special guests for the day it was a lot of fun. first we sat down and listened to other people play their instruments and listened to the answers to the questions we asked. Then we went to eat where only the very best people ate. We then toured most of the building and sang happy birthday on the big stage where the big concerts happen. We are actually going to perform on that stage in the spring.

Meme

If I were a month I would be: June
If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: The night time
If I were a sea animal I would be: a dolphin
If I were a historical figure I would be :Dr. Martin Luther King
If I were a stone or gem, I would be: a diamond
If I were a bird, I would be: Eagle
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: A Rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Warm and sunny
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a flute
If I were an animal, I would be: An Tiger
If I were a color, I would be: Black
If I were an emotion, I would be: Happy
If I were a vegetable, I would be: broccoli
If I were a sound, I would be: a laugh
If I were a car, I would be: a Lexus
If I were a song, I would be: I love you more everyday by genuine
If I were a movie, I would be: any scary movie
If I were a food, I would be: Enchiladas
If I were a place, I would be: Japan
If I were a material or fabric, I would be: silk
If I were a scent, I would be: The scent of flowers
If I were a word, I would be: Eternity
If I were a subject in school I would be: Psychology
If I were a comic book character I would be: wonder women
If I were a shape I would be: A Star

Why apperance Is Not Important

to me its not important because its you and only you. You wear wwhat you want and others wear what they want when they want and how they want. No one but you have a say so on how your apperance is and if your not satisfied then you should change it not somone else.Your apperance doesnt matter to others but only to you. someone like me would wear something thats not name brand and still look good. Others on the other hand like the name brand style and spend hundreds of dollars on it. I could too if i wanted but its not that serious and not that important.

A Time Someone Followed My Advice

a time someone had followed my advice was when i had told my best friend not to listen to what others think about her or say about her. She has very low self-asteem and i just try to be there for her whenever i can. I help her in a time of need always. She took my adive a year after i told her and she even got a boyfriend now she never really thanked me for the advice but i know shes thankful for a friend like me. I hope she remembers that for the rest of her life. Just in case her and her boyfriend split up some how i hope she knows to still keep her self -asteem high no matter what. even if she doesnt get what she wants when she wants it. And never took look at what im doing because she sees i get everything i want quick, fast, and in a hurry but that doesnt work all the time.

The Best Time In My Life

I have had many best times. None of them is over the other. One of the best times of my life was my trip to Japan over the summer or "07". It was my first time ever being there and it was a whole lot of fun. I even learned new things. The reason i went to Japan was because i had always wish that i was a japanese person, just the way they do things and how they do it just really intrest me. Also i am a very BIG anime fan. Their culture is just facinating to me. Thats why i chose Japan. i had the choice of going either there or brazil but i had been to brazil once before so i wanted to try something new. They even dressed me up in a kimono and made me look like a giesha. i had a wonderful experinced time out there and the people are cool. ^_^